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Saturday, August 08, 2009

i saw this on xiju blog:
7月17日，我们的《盲点》在维多利亚剧院参加了SYF的汇报演出。这已经是我们第三次公演《盲点》了，《盲点》是我们这半年来的努力孕育的成果，也是戏剧第一次拿到SYF金奖。笔者特意采访了几位《盲点》前台幕后的几位人员。7月17日，我们的《盲点》在维多利亚剧院参加了SYF的汇报演出。这已经是我们第三次公演《盲点》了，《盲点》是我们这半年来的努力孕育的成果，也是戏剧第一次拿到SYF金奖。笔者特意采访了几位《盲点》前台幕后的几位人员。
... ...
谚慈（音响负责人）：音响组的任务是很紧迫的，我们到不同的地方演出都要有不同的音量，演出的时候播错任何一段音乐都会影响整个戏的气氛，也会干扰到台上演员的表现。记得在学校auditorium彩排的时候，那个音响真的是太烂了，但幸好大家都能体谅！
and hey, guess what? i didn't even know it was written by me.. maybe i have some other twins somewhere who 'help' me wrote there.. oh. wow.

2:59 AM ; smile'

Thursday, August 06, 2009

你還有個我 (DSA 公益主題歌）
詞：小寒
曲／編：黃韻仁
製作：黃韻仁／林倛玉　　　
　　
要是記憶曾有什麼傷痛
是人心中不夠體諒與溝通
懷中單純的你與眾不同
我的笑容就是你整片天空
地球快速轉動一刻不放鬆
或許在此刻最適合你我相逢
人越奮力掌控越隕落了夢
別難過聽我說在這一秒鐘

你還有個我永遠在左右
陪你用眼淚灌溉出花朵
你還有個我聽懂你脈搏
同步感受生命起落
你值得我為了你這麼做
（感謝你的愛給我這麼多你還有我）

是你讓我明白七色彩虹
一星期中總有藍色的寒風
不怕世界對著我們嘲弄
緊緊相擁翅膀就不再沉重

knew about this song when i was listening to YES933. this is a theme song for the down syndrom association. really nice.. shall go buy and support charity work once i got extra income. (:

quite sian about school life these few days. it just a charade of test and assignment and quiz and lessons. how pathetic can it be when u spent almost 80% of your day studying, with the remaining 20% sleeping and eating.. note that i never include playing cause i dun play nowsaday due to the EOY coming.. it like 50+ days more. think this yr EOY is pushed back, it even later than last year. very scared i will screwed up my exams this year.. super no confidence in history this year, cause it really hard and i think i put in lot more of effort compared to last yr and still super no confidence. wthf. HCL also, my results fluctuating.. sometime it really good, sometime it super bad, just pass type or even fail. and to think of it, i want take h2 cll next yr. my god.
):

sighs.

now waiting for muni come online then can talk about BSP thesis. regretted taking BSP even though i like jiang ls course and loo ls course too, but for someone not taking CSC next yr, it wasting my time.. like stay back 1 hour every wk for 2 yr for BSP lessons.. wow.. nevermind, at least now i know where my interest lies, confirm not w china study.

2:53 AM ; smile'

Sunday, July 26, 2009

或许太习惯 theatresports 朋友之间互相关怀的方式。
或许要求太多。
或许在 lala land 里，想象世界太过美好。
或许的或许。

近来，看到许多不会像看到的事情，让我改观了。是好是坏？我不知道。好，因为我更了解了？坏，因为我更希望仍然在 lala land 里。付出了，真的会有回报吗？用100%的心对待他人，是否真的会得到100%的回报？或许，1%都没得到... 为什么总是那么虚伪的来断定一个人？粗心对待他人，是真地看不到？还是假装看不到？

或许，有时，真的不应该用心去看... 或许，我还会留在 lala land 里。

fri is a day i wont forget.
cream die.
maybe i was naive enough to thought that after bringing it to a vet, it will survive. the trip to the vet was super long. super hot also. walk all the way with glada from marine parade over to east coast road there. wa. tired. bought cream to see the vet. she was diagnosed with bacteria and fungus infection. vet told us to feed it medicine and bring it back after 1 week. i was so hopeful that everything gonna be ok. make plans with glada to feed it during the weekend... but, cream just die the next day. worst thing is, it die in my hand. was feeding it medicine and it was spasming? then first time feed it, it sallow down. second time feed it, part of the medicine flow out of cream's mouth and landed on my hand.. should have know something was wrong then but i didnt. so continue to feed it medicine and was applying powder on it. by that time, cream should be breathing her last cause her body was quite stiff and cant really feel any sign of life from her.. but i guess i didnt realise until i flip its body over to apply more powder onto it and then putting it back inside the cage, then ask glada to acompany me to the toilet to wash hand, then i tell glada:" i dun think she can make it". go back class. they say it die.
..
first time handling a hamster. first time bringing a pet to a vet. first time feeding a hamster's medicine. first time going to so much trouble to ensure hamster survive.
the irony is：yanci dun even like hamster..
but for the case of cream, it different, cause it super tame, super like me. climb onto my hand first time i come into contact with it.
ahhhhh...
dun think i will forget about cream.
dun think i will play with cookies.
..
and fri also happen some stuff, let me see some stuff that i hope i am too sensitive about.
guess only joanne know
..

4:45 AM ; smile'

Sunday, July 19, 2009

went watch the SYF showcase.
it was a total letdown.
because i think i expected more from the showcase.
i thought:
GOLD skit= excellent display of teamwork, good actors and professional backstage crew.
but apparently, it does not appear so by some sch where actors forget their lines and stumble over it, a clear show that actors are super not familiarize with the skit. but their script and backstage is really good.. wasted.
1 word to summarize the syf standard this yr: ambiguous.
wow. like a school where actors forget their lines & stumbled over their lines get gold?
but i guess it ok. cause we got gold also.
OPPS.
hated it when people dun show gratitude and treat it 理所当然 .. because it not.
i was telling seniors that i wont join back CS next year cause got really bad experience this year.
i dun get the pleasure that i derived from doing stuff that i get past years in CS.. that bad.
and this year syf showcase also show me a lot of stuff that is in conflict to what i learn and what i believe in.. so it really bad.
anyway, i just wanna concentrate on my studies now and hopefully i can really ACE my studies this year.

1:19 AM ; smile'

Thursday, July 16, 2009

tomorrow = game over!

bum in to VT wednesday was quite successful? i walked inside the control room then the sound system was WOW! DAMM NICE! DAMM CHIO! .. the mixer is like super hi-tech kind, then super nice! xD *jealous* but i am contented with PAC mini-size mixer which greatly aids me in yinxiang days! oh well ..

anyway, tmrw will be a HAPPY DAY!
cause it will offically mark the end of CS days (even though i xieren already)
but tomorrow will be game over!
and tmrw will see LOTS of theatresporters!
so super happy.

(:

and i finishing ACE soon.
i meet my target of finishing it within less than 2 hours!

5:04 AM ; smile'

Sunday, July 12, 2009

guess what?
__ :what?
know why i am blogging now?
__ :why?
cause i am rotting in front of the computer..
__ :why?
cause i waiting for 范老师 to send me the audio tracks
__: O.o
ya.
crap.
i am dozing off..
needa find something more amusing and entertaining than this waiting.
played online games. checked my mail. tagged on 文学 blog. chatted with people on msn. went downstair on an errand. downloaded songs. blogging now. what else can i do?
*yawns*
i am really sleepy now.
dammmm..
i hope she can quickly send me. ):
crap.
i 卸任alrdy..
what is this lurhh ... ._.

on a happier note!
i found my stitch keychain!
& it with my beloved pencil case with so many nice nice colour pens, together with my winnie key chain!
muahhhahhha.
super cute!
YES! (:
watch 20th century boys.
dammm long. it interesting .. but never show me the end. i needa watch the 3rd part before i know the ending. dammm. the film makers got quite good buiness head!
supposedly to watch transformer.. but well. long story!
..

=/
i am still waiting.
listening to GET HIGH by FIR.
bt .. wow. abit hard to get high ..
u know what?
__: what again?
i was hoping that by the end i ending this post. the audio tracks would be in my email inbox safetly.
__: dun get ur hope too high
why?
__: greater disappointment!
O.o i think so too.. i got nothing to blog about already.. but dun think the audio tracks come alrdy.. how?
__: i duno? continue crapping?
nothing to crap about alrdy! O.o i know i want go prize stage to job! dammm fun! u see the people hanging their prize. wahsehh .. super cool! i love it!
(:
i am really ending.
guess what.
the tracks not here.

*amendments!
i refresh my email inbox page! & there is it!

BYE!

6:28 AM ; smile'

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

my last week of June holidays.
despite serious studying consistently. i haven't finish my homework.
oh well.
anw, went out studying with bevie wee today at parkway subway.
oh, except for those that i dun know how do & lazy to think, i finish all my maths homework, mr yap gonna be impress! YAY!
doing maths with bevie wee is super productive! cause both of us will be racing to see who finish first/get the correct ans!
then kena drag to eat ichiban sushi and swenson ice-cream, damm. i feel so pig.
went to play arcade. omg! super funny, especially during the 3D ride, then is like she keeping saying very dizzy, and i am like laughing throughout cause i super amused by her and the ride itself. HAHAHA!

anw, THEATRESPORTS OUTING!
haha, decided to went in the end. (:
go mind cafe and met up with lot of people.
yida grew super tall now and it like the end of his 小孩子的戏的演艺生涯.. haha. sad for him. hopefully next time can see more of him on TV.
anw, see situbi, tingzhen, weiliang ..
super happy.
(:
(;
(:
and SYF showcase is canceled! more happy.
cause i think i do the 盲点 backstage stuff alot of time and to me, it like super sian..
& do backstage stuff for xiju, it like super sian.
cause confirm got lots of scolding & negative comments & miscommunications.
it like they think backstage crew putting in efforts is 理所当然 de lor. BUT IT NOT.
feel very unappreciated everytime.. so like super sian.
and always very last min..
yup.
brought back all the feelings of unhappiness!
ohno.
shall not.
shall be happy.
now with the SYF showcase stuff cancel!
so like still got one more show at VT..
thn it GAME OVER!
yay!
xD
positive.
happy.

6:26 AM ; smile'